Now I shall turn a page in my life that will lead me to a new chapter- my tomorrow. Now, I ask myself, “Is it true that the path I’ve taken helped me to become stronger and more ready for tomorrow?” I do not really know. I am not sure of this tomorrow. I don’t know how it will be like. It is frightening to think that now it calls to me.
Closing my eyes, I imagine myself walking into a new path. A path I am not sure I want to walk in. But in reality, no matter what is in front of me I am opening my eyes to see my tomorrow. I would have the courage to walk with my eyes wide open for I know that my past has prepared me. I know that all the tears I’ve shed, the pain I’ve received and the sufferings I endured molded me to be ready for the future. Most importantly, I know that God will guide me. With all these, what is there for me to fear? Nothing. Not even my own death.
Now watch me stephisticatedly conquer what is in stored for me. Help me wonder about my fate, but let me handle the pain, tears and challenges that has yet to come my way.
… Sitting in a place of silence and darkness, I can feel two teardrops dripping on my cheek. One is happy and the other is sad. One is sad for I have to let go of my past. Sad for only memories are left with me; sad for I can only learn from it. Yet happy for with my past I’ve learned from my mistakes and I’ve grew from my experiences… I’ve become who I am because of my past… Ah, I loathe this feeling, yet it is forever mine. Yet it is forever to be treasured..
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